Trail of healing 101 begins       For Jan 13th 2016

A LETTER FROM THE SAME PATIENT – SIX MONTHS LATER

Dr Shaikh,

I’m not really sure how begin…I’m not very good at writing, so I guess I will just start fom the beginning and let it all out.

I was angry, hurt and at times I guess I felt I needed to get even…as a child my parents never really wanted me, so my father took off…got re-married and took care of his step kids…if we run into one nother we say hi.  My mother would just drop me off wherever she could…my childhood was basically a lot of abuse mentally/physically and sexually.  Once I was old enought to stand up for myself she decided to kick me out and we didn’t speak for fourteen years…although, she had two girls with her second husband and always made sure she was there for them, and of course the husband hated me.  I’ve gone without food, holidays…pretty much been put through it.

Once I got married to my first husband, I was never complete…so after fifteen years instead of just leaving…what did I do…I had an affair as a way out.  that relationship was doomed from the get go!  But it led me to my now husband of six years, and we have been together for nine years.

Around seven years ago, my mother, aunt and two sisters tried to “reconnect” well, nothing changed…unless we were giving, doing or whatever…that’s when they wanted to bother (and they were never able to help us…including when I had surgeries), I can’t even count how much money they got out of us.  My mother even had us help her and the older daughter with her three kids move to this area in hopes that they could start over… since the younger daughter would beat on them and abuse them, so my husband and I did.  Well, what did she do… the same thing… but this time humiliated us around people we know and brought the youngest up here…who lives with the man she was having an affair with and is living with him, his brother, parents and the ex-girlfriend and her son.  After being cursed at, put down and used…we finally cut all ties.  Once can only take so much.

II know GOD, Jesus, the Blessed Mother, Holy Spirit, Saints and the angels…led me to my husband, who is my best friend, my rock, and the one I know…no matter what, will always be by my side.  And to you…without you having me do my “HOMEWORK” on my first visit…I know I would not have gotten myself back or the strength to realize…I MATTER!.  And most important…backk to the LORD!

When I first looked at the questions…honestly, I thought …oh, this is going to be easy, well, it wasn’t!  I really needed to dig deep and let things out that I didn’t want to…just not to have to deal with the pain.  But I’m glad I did!

I’M FINALLY AT PEACE;  I HAVE BE BACK AND ENJOYING LIFE THAT WE ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE!

THANK YOU!!!