Trail  of  spiritual  healing   101  continues

When I reflect    I realize  that God   make   this  world  like a boot  camp for me.

God  made  me   with  refined  form of  dirt  like  any  other  human    with

God  claimed  human  to be the best creation  and equipped  with everything  I needed.

God  showed  me  three  path  1) Straight path   2) Wrong Path   3) Painful  path.

Straight path  looked  very hard.     Wrong  path looked very attractive.

Painful  path   full  of  instant gratification paved  with  sex,  drugs, money , pornography

filled   with   Instant gratification.

I took  the  painful path    till  I  hit  rock bottom,    start  giving  me pain and  become

unbearable and  look  for  other path  and  end  up choosing   the wrong path.

Path of  a  hypocrite. it  was like  a band  aid . continue  that  path  work  for  a short  time.

Then  I  start looking  at the straight path  that looked  so  hard,  does  not look   as  hard,

compared  to  the  hardness   I  was  going  through.

I start  seeing  God’s  help   and  God