Trail of spirtual healing 101  continues

When I start reflecting on my life , I realized I did  some good things  for myself and Others.

Other  did  good things and bad things to me.

I was pondering why I did   bad things to my self  and still doing it and why people did bad things to me.

I realized  I am made of dirt, and I  am inclined  to do dirty things , following that impulses I  did bad things.

Others had done the bad thing  due to those dirty impulses.

But I did good things, and other did good  things to me.

So there are angelic part in me and others.

God is the creator.  I realized  all the bad things I did  I was not mindful and heartful of God  at that time.

Other words   I was not connected with God  or had defective connection with God.

Those were the times  I was  self destructive  and was a weapon of mass destruction.

The bad things other things to me were  reminder  so I can feel the pain of bad things and not  do it to myself and others.

Today I must   not only forgive others but be thankful to them to teach me  the lessons ,

I needed  to come to this conclusion

 and  I must do what ever I possibly  do to help them   but to everyone.

THE THANKFUL ENDING.

PS:Pure heart connected  with God. Any sin  cause a  dot on the heart and  connecttion become defective,

unless  that  sin is detected recognized  and  pure  and accepted  repentance  will make heart pure.