Path to Spirituality begin with self awareness, discovering the evil within, remembering the sins , crimes, wrongdoing to self and to others, understanding the abuse by others was part of learning to feel the pain of others, who are abused, was not a punishment, empathy for those who did bad things to me only to teach me, start self purification by knowing the evil
within and see Saint
in others learning , loving
, thankful, serving, and keeping safe distance from everyone and everything.
life term serving poor hungry sick, prisoners and needy, and end of term freedom will be granted human being turn into Spirtual being
new heavenly beginning