• Sessin 2

how were  3 months? I asked

Most painful  months of my life but very rewarding.

I got myself in this mess . How I could be so stupid?

I reflected a lot Prayed a lot.

Reflected on the story of beauty and beast. There is a great lesson.

Do not judge  book  by the cover.

I donot know myself, I must know myself  judge myself  honestly and take care of myself. First time I saw Beast With in me completely out of control.

I saw the beast In my husband , unable to see my own beast  WHY?

Learn from the  story of beauty and the beast

Princess had the vision   She had tamed her beast so she can see with the eye  of her   and saw beautiful   broken  of the beast  what she was looking for knowing this beast Can be tamed

When I looked at my  Prince I fall in love  and that  was blind love  .

It was my beast   Who Wanted the  .

love is blind and marriage was a eye  opener.

Things got worse, till I  do not want to see anything wanted to die but not brave enough to kill myself .

After my first session  I reflected

I closed my eyes  I saw my broken heart, unbearable pain  see my toxic mind . Out of control tongue  and week lips unable to hold tongue  in mouth cage I am a mess.

First commandment  make sense.

I start eating healthy , excecising and sleeping  well.

war between me and my beast

Life is a living hell  but I have a commandment to work on

I am impressed  and very much  surprised.All I can say

keep up the good work see you in 3 months