08/12/2018

Posted By: Dr. Shaikh on August 13, 2018 in Uncategorized - Comments: No Comments »

  • Sessin 2

how were  3 months? I asked

Most painful 😣 months of my life but very rewarding.

I got myself in this mess . How I could be so stupid?

I reflected a lot🧘‍♂️ Prayed🙏🏼 a lot.

Reflected on the story of beauty🧝‍♀️ and beast🧟‍♂️. There is a great lesson.

Do not judge 👩‍⚖️ book 📚 by the cover.

I donot know myself, I must know myself  judge myself  honestly and take care of myself. First time I saw Beast 🧟‍♀️With in me completely out of control.

I saw the beast 🧟‍♂️In my husband , unable to see my own beast🧟‍♀️  WHY?

Learn from the  story of beauty 🧝‍♀️and the beast 🧟‍♂️

Princess 👸 had the vision   She had tamed her beast 🧟‍♀️ so she can see with the eye 👁 of her ❤️  and saw beautiful   broken  💔of the beast  what she was looking for knowing this beast 🧟‍♂️Can be tamed

When I looked 👀at my  Prince 🤴I fall in love 😍 and that  was blind love 💗 .

It was my beast 🧟‍♀️  Who Wanted the  🤴.

love is blind and marriage was a eye 👁 opener.

Things got worse, till I  do not want to see anything wanted to die but not brave enough to kill myself .

After my first session  I reflected 🧘‍♀️

I closed my eyes 👀 I saw my broken 💔 heart, unbearable pain  see my toxic mind 🧠. Out of control tongue 👅 and week lips unable to hold tongue 👅 in mouth cage I am a mess.

First commandment  make sense.

I start eating healthy🥑🍅🌽🥦🥝🥒🍎🥗 , excecising 🏃🏼‍♀️🤸‍♂️⛹🏻‍♂️🚵🏻‍♂️and sleeping  well😴.

war between me 🙅🏻‍♀️and my beast🧟‍♀️

Life is a living hell  but I 🙋🏻‍♀️have a commandment to work on

I am impressed  and very much 😲 surprised.All I can say

keep up the good work see you in 3 months👀

 

 

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