While  growing  up  I  learned  self defense  and  practiced  it in

all aspects of  my life  and   was  very  successful.

When I  become Physician  I had  hard time  having  empathy  for  my patients

While in a medical conference   Speaker refer to  a Jesus   quote  Physician thy  heel  self.

I question to myself  Do I  have a  sick self?

I  recognized  my  sickness  and  named  at Lucifer  syndrome.

I  start  treating  myself and  to my  surprise  I  end up  learning  from  my patients ,

They   helped   me   to become  more   and more  aware of my sick self.

I realized  SELF  was  beast  within  me, get into  conflicts with others and  I  end  up  being  hurt.

I  start taming  my  BEAST  and  turn into  watch  dog.

Now  I  realize    how true  Jesus  was. I can only heel myself , any  may help  patients as  they helped me

to become aware,  but  they  are  the one  who  will heel  themselves.