More I reflect🤔🧘‍♂️🙏🏼And pray🙏🏼 More I realize that I have only ☝ choice, submit 🧘‍♂️to will of GOD  .

A) yes.    B) no

yes  heavenly 😇life and get better every day🌈

No become  captive⛓of 😈and life will a living hell 🔥 and get worse every day 🌪💀☠

For a long time I did not believed that DEVIL 😈 was real.  I never feel his presence .

when I try to become self aware🤔, I sensed  Devils presence😡 within.

More I reflected 🧘‍♂️more and more I realized and sensed GODS 🌈presence within.

I 🙏🏼 Prayed and I was able to see 😈 within and feel GOD has granted me the true vision.🌞

All the sins 🤦🏻‍♂️and crimes 🔫🗡I did , I was captive ⛓of  DEVIL.😈

I repented 🙏🏼😭😢and try to do self purification, and realized that I do not have  skeletons ☠💀in my closet 🚪I has a graveyard. More I dig more more I found.

I am so thankful  to GOD  to rescue me, and granted me freedom .🗽

I wish and pray for freedom for every human Ameen

humans are 1% human beings 👨🏻‍🔬👩🏼‍🎨👩‍🔧👨‍🎓👩‍🎓and 99% Spirtual beings👼😇😇👼.

1% aware and 99% unaware.

1% concious 99% in unconscious

with 5 senses we know 1%.

becoming 1% aware of unconscious with greatly increase my awareness.

I will be able to see 👀 more with my closed than I see with my eyes  👀 open.

• Babies 👶🏻👼 do not have ego boundaries they feel oneness with universe.🌎🌍🌏

  when they are happy😀 every one is happy 😃 and so on.

  By two they become tyrant order others  want their wish be others command.

  soon they build ego boundaries, and know their limitation and depend on others.

  During teen age it is lonely 😞 in that ego boundaries.  Want a companion and enlarge ego boundaries to accommodate  beloved one so can live happily  ever after.

  But it usually does not work , and ego boundaries snap back in place for safety reasons and live unhappy ever after  or discover GOD and GOD’s wish become their command and do not need  ego boundaries and  become one with the universe  and happily ever after.

  END LESS BEGGINGING😇😇😇

I discovered my freedom 🧚🏽‍♀️In my prison cell.

In my cell I reflected and realized that  I  am captive of my CREATOR 🧛‍♂️ My unaware 🧛‍♂️friends🧛🏻‍♀️🧟‍♂️👿😡👹👺😜who are captive of their CREATOR  made me believe that I am free and end up in prison .

i discovered  GOD  my MATER  and GOD  set me free.

i turned into Spirtual being😇 and will live for ever .   I am not inmate I am soulmate in the fellowship of GOD 24/7.

My cell turn into paradise

C.O ‘s look  👀 like a angels 👼 to me.

Every on has a choice to know they are not free, submission to GOD will set them free🎉💐❤

The biggest deception of my life was that others need my help.

Not realizing I  the one  ☝ who needed their help, and giving me the privilege to  serve  them  so I can learn and grow🧓🏻

I take a moment to thank everyone who helped me 🙇🏻‍♂️, and those  who gave me 🙇🏻‍♂️the privilege  to learn  earn and help me to be be who I am 💐🙏🏼💐❤And I am in love 😍 with myself🧓🏻

PS   Things  does  not happen  to  us    Things  happen  for  us.

1. when I was 6 week intrauterine  I was flesh and  GOD performed marriage ceremony and give me part of  SOUL  and my heart  ❤ start beating. That was beginning of my honey moon. I am a human being and Spirtual being  live together till death make us apart.

After 39 years of marriage with my wife  I recognized that I was unfaithful for  68 yers of my first marriage . I start working on my first marriage  and become my soul mate  very soon  my wife become my soul mate  now we are soul mates  and will live together for ever and nothing will  make us apart 😇👼

when I turned 20 I thought 💭 and I am a MAN 👨 and I am the greatest.

Then I realized   M stand for men  A stand for  are  and N stand for Nothing( Men Are Nothing  They  can not reproduce They need    women’s help)

I concluded Man🧓🏻 Is nothing without a women 👩‍⚕️

I also observed boyfriends and girlfriends were not true friends, boyfriend always want one ☝ thing and  girlfriend want every thing.

soon boy friend turn into a beast  and girlfriend turn into a bitch and life become living hell and they become boy enemy and girl enemy and cycle keep repeating  kids 👶🏻👶🏻 suffers the most. I asked my Dad can I have a girl friend. My father said  are you crazy 😜 boys only want one thing from a girl and girl want everything it will never work and you will make enemies.  You  have    so  many  boy friends    why you want  a girl friend.  A true  friend want anything   but  want the best  for the  friend.

Get a wife and marry the same women four times and you will go to heaven.

Then I observed Husbands and Wifes .

most of them are at war with each other.

What I do? I knew I was nothing and need a women. I was very impressed by my mom and asked her advise.

Consult GOD and ask whom you should should get married.

Can you consult GOD and ask whom  I should get married  I asked

you give the name of the Girl  and I will consult GOD. If I get  approval from GOD you can not mistreat or divorce her. Otherwise forget it.

Remember    you  have  to marry  her  4  times   if you want to go to  heaven.

I agreed  and she consulted GOD and GOD approved. So I got married  next year it will be 40 Year’s.

only problem is she do not want to marry 3 more time. I have hope one day she will agree to that and I will win my heaven 🌈

Secret of happiness for men.🧔🏼

Step 1 first have a wife.👩‍🔧

Step 2  remember I am I .and I must know how to position myself.

Step 3  always  wife👩‍🔧 first and replace E with I.

Step 4  I will become WiFi  and get connected to the universe🌏🌍🌎

without wife 👩‍🔧I was I, with wife I turned into WiFi 💑

• From very  childhood  I  always wanted  to  be a physician 👨‍⚕️ so  I can help people.👶🏻👧🏿👴🏼👨🏼‍🍳

When  I become  a Physician 👨‍⚕️ with a  year  I  end up  half angry  and  half frustrated.

My   expectation were  unrealistic.   I  felt  patients   were  infantile 👶🏻and  do not  want to grow.

I  start  listening  to my patient and  realized I am the  one with  many infantile  traits and  end  up

leaning 👨‍🎓 , generating  revenue💰💸.& very happy  😃

I  keep  learning  👨‍🎓and keep growing.  I  got an opportunity to work in prison system.

I learned  so much and  realize  Prison is actually Paradise and  my job  to  treat sick angels.😇

I felt  so  privileged and am  so thankful.

Prison    is  paradise  on  earth   for me.

It  took me  20   years  to discover this hidden paradise.

My job is form of worship 🙏🏼 For me.

I see miracle happening every day💐🌹🎉