The biggest deception of my life was that others need my help.
Not realizing I the one ☝ who needed their help, and giving me the privilege to serve them so I can learn and grow🧓🏻
I take a moment to thank everyone who helped me 🙇🏻♂️, and those who gave me 🙇🏻♂️the privilege to learn earn and help me to be be who I am 💐🙏🏼💐❤And I am in love 😍 with myself🧓🏻
PS Things does not happen to us Things happen for us.
After 39 years of marriage with my wife I recognized that I was unfaithful for 68 yers of my first marriage . I start working on my first marriage and become my soul mate very soon my wife become my soul mate now we are soul mates and will live together for ever and nothing will make us apart 😇👼
when I turned 20 I thought 💭 and I am a MAN 👨 and I am the greatest.
Then I realized M stand for men A stand for are and N stand for Nothing( Men Are Nothing They can not reproduce They need women’s help)
I concluded Man🧓🏻 Is nothing without a women 👩⚕️
I also observed boyfriends and girlfriends were not true friends, boyfriend always want one ☝ thing and girlfriend want every thing.
soon boy friend turn into a beast and girlfriend turn into a bitch and life become living hell and they become boy enemy and girl enemy and cycle keep repeating kids 👶🏻👶🏻 suffers the most. I asked my Dad can I have a girl friend. My father said are you crazy 😜 boys only want one thing from a girl and girl want everything it will never work and you will make enemies. You have so many boy friends why you want a girl friend. A true friend want anything but want the best for the friend.
Get a wife and marry the same women four times and you will go to heaven.
Then I observed Husbands and Wifes .
most of them are at war with each other.
What I do? I knew I was nothing and need a women. I was very impressed by my mom and asked her advise.
Consult GOD and ask whom you should should get married.
Can you consult GOD and ask whom I should get married I asked
you give the name of the Girl and I will consult GOD. If I get approval from GOD you can not mistreat or divorce her. Otherwise forget it.
Remember you have to marry her 4 times if you want to go to heaven.
I agreed and she consulted GOD and GOD approved. So I got married next year it will be 40 Year’s.
only problem is she do not want to marry 3 more time. I have hope one day she will agree to that and I will win my heaven 🌈
Step 1 first have a wife.👩🔧
Step 2 remember I am I .and I must know how to position myself.
Step 3 always wife👩🔧 first and replace E with I.
Step 4 I will become WiFi and get connected to the universe🌏🌍🌎
without wife 👩🔧I was I, with wife I turned into WiFi 💑
When I become a Physician 👨⚕️ with a year I end up half angry and half frustrated.
My expectation were unrealistic. I felt patients were infantile 👶🏻and do not want to grow.
I start listening to my patient and realized I am the one with many infantile traits and end up
leaning 👨🎓 , generating revenue💰💸.& very happy 😃
I keep learning 👨🎓and keep growing. I got an opportunity to work in prison system.
I learned so much and realize Prison is actually Paradise and my job to treat sick angels.😇
I felt so privileged and am so thankful.
Prison is paradise on earth for me.
It took me 20 years to discover this hidden paradise.
My job is form of worship 🙏🏼 For me.
I see miracle happening every day💐🌹🎉
Reflection on Shannon Quigley R.N. of the day
When I reflect I realize that I have great powers and wisdom, and
had great responsibility to love learn and serve myself first so I can do the same to everyone.
If I stay unaware of my abilities , forceful powers will make my life like a roller coaster.
Reminder to fix the roller coaster and turn into a ship and have smooth sailing or choose
to keep enjoying the rollercoaster and unable to serve my purpose.
As long I keep my faith🙏🏼Pure this understanding and happiness will never change🌹
May each human have a divine life
Choice is 😇mine
On Y TUBE I listened to my favorite author Scott Peck MD emphasizing the need of self love.
He is one of the three most influential persons in my life.
I am following him since I read his book Road less traveled.
With my experience now I was always the aggressor and I was always the victim all my life.
This process is still on , that is my comfortable zone, like a bird in a cage for so long afraid to fly away and give up the comfort of
my cage.
I was never a victim I always a participant, and was addicted.
Instead of confronting myself I tried to help everyone so I feel good and make myself life difficult
and feeling that is /was purpose of my life, instead confronting myself and find the true purpose of my life SELF LOVE
True this the most difficult task of my whole life, But I can see the reward and that keep me going.
Past life was roller coaster one day up🏄🏿♂️Other day down⛷.
Present is smooth sailing ⛵ , today is always better than yesterday, knowing tomarrow will better 🧘♂️ than today.
A great feeling wish the best for everyone,
Priceless feeling , wish best for everyone , but never trade that feeling for all the wealth of universe.
Smooth sailing do become rocky so I be thankful and do not take every blessing granted.