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Each human is  a actor and  is a  drama in itself

I am the main character of my drama.

Off couse I  did not pick up my parents, sublings and other characters in my life.

* At present I have   some  choices to  want someone in my life  and I do not want some

in my life.

Same way others   may  want and spome do not want me to be in their life.

Now I know my  main role is to serve God.

My life  must revolve around God.

Any character God choose to be part of my  drama or  me part of their drama, Not

only I must  be very happy, also  do my best performace  to recieve my award.

THE AWARDED ENDING.

PS:  My  past’s t poor performace is reminder from  God, struggle of today is a test

from  God so I   will   receive my reward  tomarrow.

Addendum: Now I know  that God has chosen   and custom made my role.

I may feel it was hard  or is hard at times easy at times, calanged  at times,

I must know God is perfect, and my understaning may be defective.

I must enjoy  and be happy  with what ever I  have  and what ever I have to do.

NOTE: God is transcript write as well  as incharge of whole show.

I must look up to God  for direction.

God will aloow   and give  me the ability to do w

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* In 1992  I was doing my residency  and  used  to   do

history and physical for psyche  patients.

*I remember seeing one patient   whose state of mind  was

very, bad.

* He described  when  bad though make so uncomfortable, he wish he will

be dead,   and  he is placed    on drugs, it make me a zombie.

*There is no happy medium.

*I tried to kill  myself, talk about being a failure, I did not even

succeed killing myself.

*God is punishing me for the bad things I did in my past.

* I pray  to  God  please  take my life and that will be end of my  miseries.

*I suggested  to  chant  God  forgive me , God help me all the  time.

*I saw him in 18 years later in  2010 in  a clinic, I could not recognize him, but he recognize me.

He said  you saved my life, Now  I am working  and I chant all the time God forgive me, God

help me   I do it all the time and life is good.

THE UNIVERSAL   ANTIDOE ENDING.

PS: I have tried  in treatment, and it worked all the time

Addendum:  GOS IS   UNIVERSAL HEALER.

PS:

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* LAW OF NATURE*

*Do what you want to do.

See what want to see.

Say what you want to say.

*Feel what you want to feel.

*Treat others   the way what to treat.

*Treat your mind body and soul you want to treat.

* Everything and everyone  will do the same to you.

THE FAIR ENDING.

PS:Nature is pefect  and so  are the law of nature.

Addendum Follow the law or else.

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One time  one man went to Moses  and asked him to ask God to make him the

richest man and live for ever.

Moses  conveyed his message to God.

God said I will grant him  his one wish not  both.

Man choose to be the richest man.

After many years  Moses  saw him  still alive, and he questioned him

what is keeping him from dying.

The man replied ” I  make sure that I give  so much charity  and never be the richest

man and I know  I will live for ever.

THE  LIVELY ENDING

PS: The more I give  the longer I  live.

Addendum:As long I feel others needs  more than  my own, I will live happy healthy

peaceful and full life. or else

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Humans are house of God,   made by God for God.

Talk God, think God, see God, worship God.

THE GODLY ENDING

PS: Serve God  highest paid any human can be paid  with full benefits  for ever.

Addendum: Life in this world is a prison to taste darkness  so we can enjoy the light and bliss.

Note:My mind heart and body is house of God, I am a janitor, If  if do not keep every thing  pure   and clean,

I may suffer serious consequence like depression, anxiety  heart attack, stroke, may damage  the vital organs

that may  be  permanent,  even death  only   few  of many  complications. It is never too late to ask for help.

REPENT AND ASK FOR HELP BEFORE DEATH.

GOD IS WAITING.

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*If I pay attention within and out of me I see  lot  of systems  are working,

some simple, some complicated  and some  I can not comprehend.

* Some people  and systems  work very well together  and some do not.

* I too  work well with certain things and people and  with some things and people I can not

work well.

* Human in general  and I in particular  depend upon my senses to determine how I  must position myself.

*I always feel like  a road under construction,  bumps, pot holes need  constant repair and maintenance.

* Also there is  unseen system,  solar system for example, the different systems  with in me  I cannot

understand, but I know   and the perfection in unseen system.

*If God  is the Creator  and master, then my understanding depend upon my connection  with God.

*If my connection is perfect, I see the hidden wisdom in everything and everyone, and live

a purposeful life.  or otherwise.

THE CONNECTED ENDING.

PS: Connected with God  I know the problems  and issues I see  within and outside of is is my

homework, otherwise  I will problems  and issues beyond my control and I will live

unhappy  and  not  a full life.

Addendum:  Connected with God I win no connection or bad connection I lose.  Choice is mine.

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When I reflect  on my life, Every thing I did knowingly   and unknowingly

served  me well.

*Some times I thought I was doing the right thing  and did it, realizing

later that that was not the right thing.

*Some times  I know some thing is wrong , but I did it anyway.

*Some times I know what the right thing to do  but was unable to do it.

*Some times  I did not even knew  what the right thing was.

*Knowing the   real right    always been harder than doing it.

THE  RIGHT ENDING.

PS : Even today  I do know most of the time what I must be doing, and still

not do it 100%  the way I know I must, remind  me that God call the shots, not me.

Addendum: Knowing the right thing and able to  do the right thins is only possible,

if I know God.

Note: what ever I did, doing or will do are the right things, because that is the master plan

of GOD.  In God We trust. I am not talking of almighty dollar.

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*in old  days rivers  were  used  to transport wood logs.

*Two wood logs were floating in the river.

*Log#1  noticed that  when it jumps all river jumps  and when

it float  quietly  the whole river floats quietly.

*Log#1  told  log#2 that  it is the master of river  and control the river.

*Log #2 relied  God is the master of  everything including the river.

* Log #1  said that log #2  is just stupid and can not comprehend  log #1’s greatness

and  do not the understand  the wisdom.

*The people  caught those logs.  Log#2  lived natural  and God fearing life  and

was in good shape  so they made furniture from log#2

*Log#2  had lived unhealthy life  and was not in good shape and end uo used as fuel.

THE LOGG   ENDING.

PS: Humans  are just logs. Knowing God  will help  live a healthy life and serve a better

purpose like log #2, other wise  living unhealthy life and serve some purpose like log#1

CHOICE IS MINE

Addendum  Moral of  the story  Live  God fearing peaceful  healthy life and serve a better

better or else

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When ever I  judged  anyone, and  try to punish or reward them,

I end up suffering the most.😰

Do not Judge others judge myself  .

So I can become  aware of my sins and short comings.

and come up with the verdict  GUILTY

serve my time well, So I  will be free.

THE JUDGEMENTAL ENDING.

PS: Each human is a saint, 😇because God reside in each human.

I have to learn  from all saints and work on my short comings.

Addendum Every one and everything is perfect, I am  imperfect

and that is perfect. I just  to work on myself.

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* God   made the flesh from dirt.

God  built  human heart  as  God,s residence.

That made human body  very special.

Then  God   put  soul  (part  of God)  in human.

That  made human the best creation.

Each  human  is  soul mate to each other, because we all share

the same soul.

Each human  has a soul  and  a potential saint.

We are  not body  or flesh mates.

Only time  mating of the flesh is acceptable   to reproduce.

This day and age that is not really necessary because of test tube babies  and

artificial insemination.

If I  keep  my flesh pure, I will live heavenly  std free  life.

THE HEAVENLY ENDING.

PS:  Keep  your  flesh pure  and live heavenly life or else.

Addendum:    God  resides  in each human heart. I always  see God  when I

see    broken hearts.

NOTE:  Heart  is  God’s  residence  Pleace    keep it pure and clean.

It is not a guest  room.