Special   thanks  to my wonderful  spirtual daughter Sarosh   for being  the inspiration  to  write this  tip

If  I become brutaly honest  I will know  what  GOD thinks of me.

If I  do not  know  and  done want to know.

Do  I  know   what  I  think of  myself, again if  I  do not want to know.

Do  I  know  what  my wife  thinks of  me, again  If I  do not  or  donot want to know.

I  have lot  of  soul  searching  to  do.

I  know  what  I  think of  Sarosh, She  is  a heavenly  gift  of  GOD  to our family.

If  I  am  brutally     honest    with  my  self,  I  will  know  the only  and  only  person  I  have

to  confront  is  me  and  sign  a  peace treaty  with myself.

Unless  I  do  not  have   that  peace treaty  I   will never   have  with  myself  or  anyone.

If  I   am  not 100  %   happy   I  am   not  taking  care  of  my  health 100%

THREE  PHASES OF LIFE.

Human life   can  be divided   into  three    phases

First   Phase        Period  of  unawareness  ,   Impulse  driven period  Body  driven (LEARN PHASE)

Second   phase   Period  of  defective  awareness   Mind  driven period   (EARN PHASE)

If   any  human   will  have  healthy     two phases    may enter  the   third  phase

before   they  die.

THIRD  PHASE    Period  of  awareness      Soul  driven    period    heavenly  life.(RETURN PHASE)

For  others   third phase  start after  their  death.

PS :   every  human  has  a potential  to  have  a soul  driven life   before they die.

My   goal   is  not to better   than  any one,

but to be  better  I  used  to  be

All  my life  I  tried  to help  others  and  end  up  learing a  lot  from them.

Every  one  being   was being  my  teacher, when  I  grade  myself,

to my  surprise  I  did  very poorly  remembring  and  practicing  what  I leaned.

This  year  I  will  try  to practice what  I  have  learned  and  be  thenkful  to  everyone  for being a great teacher.

HAPPY  NEW  YEAR>

Suffering   makes  human  reflect.

reflection  cause  self awareness.

Self  aware  humans  find GOD.

GOD  grant them  faith.

People  of  faith   has  no  fear .

They   welcome  suffering  like  gifts

More suffering  make  their faith  more   stronger

Those    peaople  live  heavenly life.

There  is   no  such  thing  as  unnecessary  suffering.

If  I  disagree   with this  statement     I must  have a  defective  faith.

12/27/2016

Mother Teresa  saw  light  in poor,  world saw  light  in  her.

God  blessed  her  to see  her darkness   and  she  become a  SAINT.

Lucifer   saw darkness in humans  and  light with in .

God cursed  him  and  he  become  Devil.

What about me?

Humans   are  either   sinners  or victims  or  sick   saints     as   well     Devil    is  Sinner  Saint.

Blessed  are  the  sinners  blessed   with  guilt  only  see  their  sins  and

saint in others.

Pain  of  guilt    force them to  repent  and  worship  for  not only  their  sins,

for others  they see  them  as  sick  saints  , victimized  saints  or  true   saints.

They  feel    everyone’s pain   and   do   when ever  can    for  self  healing  and  healing  others

Their  eyes     get   fill   with  tears   and they see  the  rainbow of their soul.